Not a Fairy Tale

So here's a thought, why is it so easy to fall for someone not even fall just have an interest in someone? Those times when silly little girls just think that fairy tales actully come true. Really what's up with that? I mean happiness brings it all together but why? Some connections take time to really grow and some just actually clicks the second they say hi. What if it happens to you more than once? How can you tell if it's just friends or even more than that? Nothing ever makes sense to me anymore.

Signs

I'm a freshman in college and I've always been an undecided major because all I want to do is perform. Performing Arts Major should be it right? Well there are many minor setbacks to my performance. I started performing my sophomore year in high school and fell in love with the stage. My appearance isn't all that great either. My face is good and so is my talents but not my size. The performing arts are kind of picky with that.

So with all that said, I chose to be a nursing major. But instead of going to a regular college with other activities, I choose to try to get into a nursing college. They has nothing else. Just math and science classes.

When I bought the book to help me get in the school, a few things happened out of the ordinary. A friend of mine, Brian asked me to direct the music club that he's making. I directed my high school choir my senior year and I never thought I would have another chance to do it again. Another friend of mine Michael, asked me if I wanted to do a performance for a benefit show that he's trying to put up. I haven't performed since November 2010. I really miss it though.

What's going on?!?!? All of a sudden? I really want to do things like this all the time but reality hits you in the gut saying you can't always get what you want. How sad is that? -_-

Nothing To Hide

My name is Lyndraice, and this is an exclusive blog site for whoever wants to read. Please don't get me wrong I'm not trying to be all that but this is where I choose to be myself. I have a Tumblr but I don't know why I think that's more of a "better" way to waste time for no apparent reason. This is where I will pore out my heart. Instead of telling someone who will "listen" and will try to tell me what to do. If I ever get a follower hey I'll welcome you with open arms.