I am grateful. I'm relieved and humbled by everything that happened last year. I've learned a lot more than I could ever imagine. You see the thing is, what I've learned on my own was what I wanted to learn with Nehi. God had other plans. He made me realize the only one I should depend, rely on, and trust is Him. God is the ultimate provider and protector.
A lot has changed. A lot of tears and mourning. A lot of transformation. More importantly a lot of growth.
It was great learning about the roles of a husband and wife though. Now that I know how to really look in a godly man and it's been interesting. Not that I'm dating or looking it's more of a realization.
But more importantly, just focus on your relationship with God. There's no other relationship worth keeping and worth fighting for. God has something greater for me and I can't even grasp. For now I enjoy serving my church and serving others around me. More than anything, serving the Lord.
God knows and has planned everything way before you were born. For his purpose and glory. When you're faced with trials, God is testing you on your saving faith. Even though he already knows, you have to know where you stand in Christ. It's a great confirmation when you walk with Christ after all the trials.
I feel like I just wrote a bunch of stuff with no actual key message. Love yourself but always love the Lord. Don't fall into the idea of "Happily Ever After" because God is more than that. He will always be faithful and will provide you with wisdom and strength.
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