For what it's worth I knew that this was going to happen. This always happens. I'm to scared to tell someone how I feel but it doesn't even matter for the fact that the person does not have any feelings for me. Even though through all that knowing I still went for it. I wanted to try. No matter how much I waned to say I give up so many reasons told me not to. I wrote 4 songs because of him. Three in one month and within the three songs one of them we wrote together. It's just not fair. I'm so afraid of telling my feelings but I'm never afraid to sing it out and write it down for everyone to see. It doesn't even make any sense. You try so hard to just be yourself and just try to let the other person know who you are. It's not like he dissed me or anything. I mean we're still friends and I'm okay with that. I'd rather have him as my friend than nothing at all. There's so many more out there I guess you can say. But the thing is I had my heart set out for this one. He wasn't perfect. I didn't like that he had tatoos, or he liked piercings, he occasionally smokes weed. Those are all my turn offs. Nothing. He turned out to be my exception. But I don't think I'll ever be his. My name is Lyn, how is your heart?