Who I am

Here's a list of things I want to point out how I am and what I do.

Sing
Dance
Write music
Act out my life
I tend to think my life is a movie. I'm not being stuck up or anything but half the things that happen in my life is pretty cliche

I say I'm okay when I never am
I'm clinically depressed
I don't take my anti-depressants
I'm not all that smart
I don't trust anyone
I write out my emotions
I talk about myself a lot
I usually think about how I'm gonna die; wether I do it myself or an accident, or being sick.
I can't handle anything
When people say I'm strong I want punch them in the face
I honestly think my dad isn't my dad
I fall for a guy way to fast
I'm always feeling alone even with people around me
Singing is my only escape
Idk if I believe in God anymore
I don't think I love myself anymore
I'm confused almost everyday
I'm always upset over nothing
I constanly wonder why I'm in this world
I think how I am is pathetic

I hate being sad
I hate how I pretend that I don't want things
I hate how I show that I'm okay to make everyone smile

I wish I can choose to be happy...

I love my family
I love my friends
I love to sing and dance
I like new adventures

I'm scared of everything.