1. School took over my life.
2. Drama always seems to take over life
3. Getting married soon
4. Became a new member of Crossview
5. I'M BUSY
But in lighter news, I'm done with the Applied Music program that was offered in my school. YAY! Let me tell you I've been busting my butt off just to stay in the program and now that it's over I'm happy to move on with my life and say that I actually finished something. I mean it's not a degree but it's something that I worked hard for and in the end was worth it. I have no regrets of changing my major to something that I honestly loved doing. This month started off so horrible and I'm really glad that when I honestly didn't think I can handle anymore pain and God lifted me at the moment I needed him to the most. God is so good. There were countless of times I wanted to quit and I've been fighting with everyone around me. Sometimes when people annoy me I forget who I am. That's never a good thing. I cannot complain on life is you know? I just can't. I'm just glad that this time, instead of running from Christ I ran to him when I obviously needed him. Before I would blame myself and that God was punishing me. He is not punishing me! I have to learn how to accepted that. Everything that I go through good and bad it's for my own good for his purpose. Being with Christ I've become stronger as a person. This time, I don't have to think that I'm a bad person or a worthless person. God is the only one who knows me and what I'm going to do with my life.
A friend of mine had told me that she wanted to give me studio lights for my photography. I thought she was selling them and she told me that see wanted to give them to me for free. I thought she was crazy because studio lights are really expensive. Turns out she actually wanted to give me her who lighting system. It's professional equipment! I couldn't believe it. I've been praying about this for awhile and I didn't think God would answer my prayers that quickly. The fact that I just finished the music program in my school and the next day God opened the door to photography. I mean I know that I've been loving that art but I didn't think that there's more to it. God is so good. He's opened so many opportunities and all I have to do now is actually take them.
With that being said I'm going to start practicing with the lights and camera and start a really small photography business. I really want to try working with artist of all kinds. I think it would be great to start with something small. That way I can have some money while looking for an actual job. Pray for me please. All I can do now is keep moving forward with Christ.
A friend of mine had told me that she wanted to give me studio lights for my photography. I thought she was selling them and she told me that see wanted to give them to me for free. I thought she was crazy because studio lights are really expensive. Turns out she actually wanted to give me her who lighting system. It's professional equipment! I couldn't believe it. I've been praying about this for awhile and I didn't think God would answer my prayers that quickly. The fact that I just finished the music program in my school and the next day God opened the door to photography. I mean I know that I've been loving that art but I didn't think that there's more to it. God is so good. He's opened so many opportunities and all I have to do now is actually take them.
With that being said I'm going to start practicing with the lights and camera and start a really small photography business. I really want to try working with artist of all kinds. I think it would be great to start with something small. That way I can have some money while looking for an actual job. Pray for me please. All I can do now is keep moving forward with Christ.
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